Requiem

2009/10/24

I feel empty inside. I float from one distraction to next like flotsam in the vast sea that is life. But I can never forget the pain, the loneliness, the emptiness I feel inside. Is this all there is? Is there nothing more in this life that can fill the void in my soul? I ask these questions night after night in my solitude that is my sanctuary from the world that is so harsh. I want to feel for once in my life, I want to know what it is like to live. Hope keeps me going, keeps me struggling on for dear life. Maybe tomorrow will be better I say. Maybe I will find the piece that completes my soul. But hope can only take you so far, I do not wish to know what will the day my hope runs out.  I feel a pain deep inside.
Something cut deeply aeons ago.
So deep it shall never heal.
It will be with me for eternity.

I feel a loss in my heart.
Something that could of been but never was.
I yearn for this missing jigsaw piece.
To complete my heart and solve the puzzle.

I feel alone.
Naked, bare as a new born child.
Can anyone understand who I am?
Am I destined to wander aimlessly in this void?

I feel sad.
Sad for myself, sad for others.
Missing out on happiness.
In the small time we are given.

All these feelings in my soul.
Tearing me apart, filling me whole.
I seek the answer, I seek the truth.
For I yearn, I yearn.

To satisfy my soul.

I forget my passwords

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3 تعليقات to “Requiem”

  1. some one who care Says:

    “I forget my passwords”

    maybe love ?


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